Hey Jay, when you find this,
which I know you will,
I hope you will smile.
I am sorry that I'm a huge faggot that doesn't appreciate
nor, deserve you.
♥ 1:14 AM
The truth is, I took to many pills,
in hope of killing myself.
And as I was swallowing those pills,
my bestfriend was being murdered.
I wanted to put this on my tumblr but I was too scared. I'm ashamed of myself. I'm so worthless. I should of been my life, other than Williams. What would William do to of kept his life? He deserves this heartbeat so much more than me.
♥ 4:51 PM
This is my baby. My Triumph Toledo.
♥ 1:05 PM
and words cannot explain how happy i am to be friends with you again. to be able to text you and have a conversation with you.
for you to say that you're proud of me, that you can relate
♥ 1:00 PM
With you i feel safe.
Without you i feel insecure and paranoid.
♥ 12:59 PM
help me to fix myself.
help fix us.
im stuggling to keep myself together.
even if you dont care for my troubles,
atleast show you care for
ours.
♥ 10:33 PM
I know I've brought the rumours upon myself.
But its up to you whether to believe them or not.
Thankyou to those who have posted stuff on my formspring.me
Calling me a slut, telling me to go back to sex and drugs.
and rock and roll. You've helped me discover myself.
THANKYOU! mostly to you miss.
You know who. The one who complained about me in science
saying my blogs are bull
and that I'm full of shit.
You've made me look at myself.
Thankyou dear friend, who seriously called me a skank.
For
liking more guys in two years than girls have your whole life.
Change,
no one ever changes.
maybe a little bit to please others.
But never fully.
♥ 3:11 PM
I finally made the move to XT.
This is a picture I took of Paddy.
♥ 1:56 AM
I try, really hard to block you out.
But everythings laced in you.
You, are, everything right now.
♥ 9:30 PM