MaxineNakayla

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy family like fuck yeah.
Back row: Bevan, Rachael, Sean
Front row: Gemma, Ricky, Me.

Rachael and Sean are my cousins from Christchurch.
Please excuse the smudges from the printer. :

♥ 12:17 AM

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

So. Today the funniest thing happened. (to me)
Me and Eli were sitting at Sopheze on the bay and we were chatting along bout our parents being kinda anal and he asked 'So are your parents cool with you having boyfriends or girlfriends?.. opps well boyfriends. Or well I dont know' And I said 'Welllllllllllllllll actually do I have the story for you'

Sopheze rave '09 rocking.

♥ 7:46 PM

I've been away from society for way to long.

♥ 12:09 AM

DID I SAY SOMETHING WAY TO HONEST?

♥ 12:07 AM

Once upon a time.
We shared so much in common.

♥ 12:06 AM

Theres a reason yous arnt friends anymore

Theres a reason yous arnt friends anymore.

♥ 12:04 AM

Monday, December 28, 2009

HHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA.
I just gave myself a bit of a reality check in that last blog.
Hit me a little. Kinda hurt. But thats ok.

♥ 11:59 PM

Why do most people feel they have to be liked by everyone? Why do they feel like they have to do everything possible to be accepted by other people they'll hardly talk to?? To feel like they're popular, amungst a bunch of morons.
Why do they try 'reconnect' with old friends?

Hello. Theres a reason yous arnt friends anymore.

♥ 11:49 PM

I WANT CHANGE.

♥ 10:27 PM

All my clothes are overloaded with lavender scent.
Annoying.

♥ 10:25 PM

'What are you doing for newyears?'
'Uh! I'm going to my brothers party'
'Why? Wouldn't you rather spend it with your friends?'
'I have no friends. And drunk 13-16 year olds dont appeal to me'
'You are a drunk 13-16 year old, you just perfer older boys'
'Yes.'

♥ 10:19 PM

I'm so tired that all I want to do is cry.

♥ 5:12 PM

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Face it Maxine,

PEOPLE CHANGE.

♥ 11:17 PM

My head really hurts. That's all I can say about this new 'tradition'
Dinner was bearable for me, Tyrone on the other hand?

♥ 11:44 AM

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Who wants a Shine Salon facial peel ?

♥ 3:16 PM

Christmas is usually about family tradition, right?
This year we arn't really celebrating Christmas,

and its our first Christmas with Bevan here,

so we're incorperating his 'tradition' of salami & bourbon.

Of course I'm not going to drink bourbon, so I've got my pulses in the fridge and some almonds. Dads also drinking, which I'm not too sure about..

Tyrones coming for dinner.

I'll let you know how this all turns out on Saturday.

♥ 3:15 PM

I've met all Tyrones family,
now tomorrow he meets mine.
Nervous.

♥ 3:09 PM

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

in'valid, n. & a. (person) weakened or disabled by illness or injury.

My family may not have as much money as most, but my advantage over you is that because my parents arnt out working their whole lives away, I have both parents around, and they arn't always at each others throats, and they actually care bout us kids. My advantage is that I'm not a spoilt as bitch, and I'm actually clued up bout life.

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I need to get some sunscreen, I look like Rudolph.

♥ 11:33 PM

Hey 'Colloidal Silver'

How you doing new bestfriend ?

♥ 11:28 PM

Monday, December 21, 2009

So. I've got excema and those horrible itch's again.
I don't remember how it went away last time so this may be a painful month.

♥ 10:34 PM

I've had my appointment at Shine Salon booked for over two months now.
My appointment is tomorrow and I dont even want to get my hair done.

♥ 10:32 PM

Mother and father told me to invite Tyrone to christmas dinner this year.
This is kind of a big shock to me.

♥ 10:28 PM

Sorry if I forgot wanting to talk to my 'bestfriend' is being difficult.

♥ 10:27 PM

Tyrone - You're probably pretty upset by it are you?
Maxine - To be honest yeah I am.

If I can talk to Tyrone bout it, why can't I talk to her?
Oh yeah. Cause she tells me to 'stop being difficult'

♥ 10:25 PM

I'm just very jealous of you.
I'm not completely sure why.

♥ 9:20 PM

Every story has an ending, but in life,

every ending is just a new beginning.

♥ 8:09 PM

Saturday, December 19, 2009

There are so many questions I'll never get answered.

♥ 12:26 AM

The world will probably always keep us waiting..

♥ 12:25 AM

but today I learnt anything can have a new beginning.

♥ 12:21 AM

I hope sometime our paths will cross again.

♥ 12:21 AM

Thankyou for involving me in previous parts of your life

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Friday, December 18, 2009

Driving for twelve hours,

in a nineteen hour time slot,

DOES NOT APPEAL TO ME!

♥ 10:34 PM

These are my babies!

♥ 10:10 PM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

My legs are thin and tan (:

♥ 8:02 PM

Dad - YOU CANT FLY!

I can fly. I can fly. I will fly.

♥ 7:10 PM

Ricki - So, do you guys play any sports?
Alex - Maxine does!
Maxine - /Giggles
Rubie - Yeah, we.... SWIM!
Maxine - /Giggles

Ricki - Do yous have boyfriends?
Maxine - /LOL
Rubie - We do
Alex - I .. dont... swing that way

Ricki - /Awkward laugh

Ricki - Do yous have cellphones?
Rubie - Yep
Ricki - Telecom... Vodafone...?
Maxine - What? Network? BOOST!

Ricki - /stares at our boobs

Alex - Do you like my necklace?
Ricki - So.. Do want my number?
Maxine&Rubie - /gigglesunderbreath

♥ 7:02 PM

2010

Twenty - ten

Two thousand and ten

What will this year hold ?

♥ 7:00 PM

I'm at that stage where I want my name as Nakayla again.

This always happens at the end of there year,

when I clean everything up, tie up loose ends and think

I want a fresh start,

when I decide the following year will be different, better.
Of course, I keep my name as Maxine, my room gets messy, things get unorganised and I start fights with all those people again.
The thing is, you may THINK your fresh,

but really if you look at then bench at a different angle,

in different lighting,

its still dirty, and its still the same.

♥ 6:44 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009

Its disgusting how little that you try.

♥ 5:35 PM

You could do better, you could do better.
You could be the greatest man in the world.

♥ 5:29 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

( the colour change is completly natural )

♥ 11:13 PM

:L Lots of people keep asking when my hair got so light again.
I havn't had it dyed since August. Oh how magical I am (:

♥ 8:24 PM

Pulse in my stomach again.
This is not a good sign.
Get out. Get out.

♥ 8:23 PM

'But, you had black hair?'
'I dyed it early August'

: Family, and we live in the same town.

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♥ 8:21 PM

I'm slightly deaf in my right ear.

♥ 8:20 PM

My left iris is coloured slightly darker than the right.

♥ 8:19 PM

Jealousy is my greatest downfall.

♥ 8:17 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

To be honest,
I'm tired of fighting with you.
I used to have pleasure in shutting you down
but now it takes effort and gives me a headache..

♥ 8:11 PM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

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♥ 9:35 PM

Hey. Thanks for not listening when I say I hate you.

♥ 9:20 PM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

So, it's been decided I'm scared of commitment.

Not commitment as such.. Just letting myself depend on someone else.

That would explain why I've never had a consistant relationship

lasting more than two months max.

♥ 1:24 PM

prom'ise, n. something that has the effect of an express assurance.

♥ 1:19 PM

com'mit'ment, n. a pledge or promise; obligation.

♥ 1:16 PM

S P A C E

♥ 1:06 PM

HISTORY, ART, MATERIALS

I dont even know how to use a sewing machine.

♥ 1:06 PM

ENGLISH!
are you fucking serious?

I should be happy I got an award...

BUT COME ON!

(Thankyou Mrs Minnaar)

♥ 1:01 PM

Sunday, December 6, 2009

The blistering on my shoulders,

the burn of hot water falling in the shower,

all worth it to know i'll be black in a few weeks

♥ 6:03 PM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

♥ 9:36 PM

It's so easy to argue with you,
I hope it doesn't go too far one day
'cause then i wouldn't know what to do

♥ 9:32 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I just realized i havnt answered the door

since that gang member ran through my house

♥ 9:52 PM

It's been awhile since i've had that empty feeling in my stomach,

and that horrible feeling when your crying, but for some reason you laugh

♥ 3:46 PM