And how are you today? What have you been doing?
Hiding in your room all day?

Yes I've been fucking hiding. Do you remember how this is New Zealand? and theres no war here? I don't wanna come out into my own fucking living room and have my head blown off. Thankyou. Please, refrain from asking me about my life from now on, coming home for an hour after being at your other sons a week and asking how my boyfriend is, when we've been broken up for bout a week now doesnt make up for everything. It doesnt make things okay. It doesnt erase the fact that you've just spent the past two days making my mum practically cry. It doesnt just fix everything. You can pretend. But Im not going to forget.

IN FACT! Yes. There you go. YOU ALWAYS PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING IS OKAY! You make it seem as if nothing ever happened, because mum is so keen to just forgive you so life can go on. Just because she can pretend, doesnt mean im going to forget. Do you remember eight years ago when you attacked her in the kitchen and we had to repaint the whole kitchen cause you totally destroyed it? Do you remember when you almost broke Tamaras arm? Im sure you do remember. Your just keen to live in your own fantasy where we all respect you.  Think again.

I know this is really horrible.
But I wish you had to stay in hospital and never came back here.