MaxineNakayla

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

IN NEED OF NEW OBSESSION,
Thankyou, Thankyou.

♥ 11:06 PM

FcUk hAPpiN3sS.

It never lasts more than enough to satisfy.

♥ 10:34 PM

What happens
when you find the person of your dreams,
in real life,
but you're far from his dream girl?

♥ 3:26 PM

She was found,

but now shes lost.

♥ 3:23 PM

My education has taught me well,

but I don't know nothing bout life.

♥ 3:20 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

LIFES JUST A BLUR ANYWAY,
so might as well just run.

♥ 11:23 PM

It's been a very long time coming,
so why do I feel like I should cry?

♥ 11:21 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

whisper soft, whisper low

tell me things I shouldn't know,

with you I want to grow.

♥ 6:39 PM

Im sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again

♥ 12:49 AM

Our luck changed, I dont know why

Dont know when, I wonder where we would end up

If we could start again..

♥ 12:47 AM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

GIVEUPGIVEUPGIVEUP.

Noone will notice,

your pathetic atempts.

♥ 3:00 PM

EVERYTHING IS THE SAME

EVERYONE IS THE SAME,

no difference will devide,

CAUSE EVERYLIFE IS THE SAME.

♥ 2:56 PM

It's hard to be an individual,
it's hard to be unique,
cause looking different,
is exsactly the same, as fitting in.

♥ 2:52 PM

FINALLY! I've worked it out,
writing / photography
combined, that should work right?

♥ 2:49 PM

I just feel... blank.

♥ 2:37 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

EVERYDAY since January.
Thats how long its been.
269 days, you've been on my mind.
Two hundred and sixty nine.
Two hundred and sixty nine.

♥ 8:39 PM

WISHWISHWISHWISH,

Please let this be the wish that comes true.

♥ 8:38 PM

Days like today,
the kind where I get home and nobodys here,
wondering where everyone is, to find they're in hospital.
These happen far to frequently.

♥ 8:37 PM

Sorry,
I can't quit.

♥ 8:28 PM

And most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room,

and never feeling the rest of my whole life

the way I feel when I'm with you.

♥ 8:10 PM

You know I wanna give you everything you want.

♥ 7:43 PM

So it's not gonna be easy,

its gonna be really hard.

We're gonna have to work at this everyday,

but I want to do that because I want you.

I want all of you, forever.

You and me, everyday.

♥ 7:28 PM

I really need something good to happen.
Just to know things are going to get better.

♥ 7:22 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

SERIOUSLY! JUSTJUMP!

Take a chance, the air will comfort you.

♥ 2:43 PM

Always looking out for each other.

♥ 2:38 PM

I met my brother on a social networking site.
I forget that thats not normal.

♥ 2:36 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Ha! That umbrella really did give me my badluck!

♥ 10:20 PM

I know you remember that day too..

Sitting in the freezing cold,

the spitting rain,

just talking, like nothing had changed.

I miss how we used to be.

♥ 10:10 PM

You swept me off my feet.

♥ 9:54 PM

Parents teach us alot as we grow up.

I've been taught its not okay to hit people,

we have to respect others, and yourself.

I've learnt its not right to cheat on partners,

that if we're mad we cant take it out on others.

Also that drugs are bad, we CANNOT take them.

But, the biggest lesson I've learnt from my father is,

that these rules only apply if you're child, partner or friend.
Neighbours make awesome beating poles,

along with your partner and children.

Garages are freaking awesome selling places,

and hey! a fifteen year old girl isn't going to argue back.

♥ 9:46 PM

JUMP! LET GO

♥ 9:41 PM

I want to go on a swingset.
I'm so emotionally and physically drained,
I just want to let go and forget.

♥ 9:38 PM

Im sorry.
I tryed, I really did.

♥ 9:37 PM

♥ 9:34 PM

Stop hitting me.
There, is it that hard to say? Just stop.

♥ 9:33 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

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♥ 9:22 PM

SOMETIMES I HATE YOU.
other times i guess your okay.

♥ 8:50 PM

PLEASE DONT LEAVE

♥ 8:42 PM

But on the other hand,
If I may say so myself,
I sometimes am a freaking awesome person.

♥ 8:41 PM

Im a jerk, a faggot.
Im a bad friend, a terrible girlfriend.
I bitch bout so much useless stuff.
I wish I could sleep forever.

♥ 8:36 PM

I should stop complaining bout life, and people.
But wheres the fun in that?

♥ 8:31 PM

I hope you's know that
i do try to be a good friend to you's.

♥ 8:24 PM

I never cared,

I never loved you.

Now, I know I'm just lying to myself.

♥ 5:21 PM

Boys arn't so appealing anymore..

♥ 4:38 PM

Girls are becoming more and more atractive each day..

♥ 4:36 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I am inside your head,

now I'm inside your mouth,

I will use you,

I am inside your head,

you try to get me out,

but I consume you

♥ 5:32 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

dwardle round the city,

i miss you.

♥ 10:12 PM

I am a village person. YMCA

♥ 8:11 PM

A mere friend will agree with you,

but a real friend will argue.

♥ 8:05 PM

i dare you to keep walking,

even if the path has run out.

♥ 8:00 PM

Max said ''I'll eat you up!'', and he was sent to bed without eating anything.

♥ 7:52 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I love how it's always my fault.
Why don't I stick to my head?
Instead of following my hearts wishfuless.

♥ 9:08 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

I've decided I don't want to be human anymore.

♥ 12:37 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

Rubie Giles,
Jessie Agnew,
Hope Collings.

(Y)

♥ 4:43 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Almost everyone fucking fails.

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Dad says,
instant ezcema,
just add cat.

♥ 5:10 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

My faults

I don't explain things
My loud outbursts
''What the hell?!''
Scratch too often
My lazy eye
I can't play sport
Dye my hair too often
My boyfriend sucks
Like people to easy/often
I'm hypercritical
I laugh at retards
Right too many class notes
I can't cook omletes
I don't sleep
I don't know my own sexuality
Never know what to wear
My mood swings
Never keep room tidy
Don't text Mikaela back
I can be embaressing.
I'm a gimp

What makes me awesome

I have almost perfect teeth
Awesome facial expressions
Camera whore
I'm a cool BFFL
I do good blogs
I correct my lies
I keep secrets
I listen to Rubie
Good music taste
Make mean mac & cheese
I'm good at drawing
I do funny/stupid stuff
Mean to people we dont like
Im brainy
I drive a tractor
I can be honest.

(courtesy of Rubie, Mikaela & Jessie)

♥ 4:01 PM

Pro's

You cook for me
You'd do anything for me
You play me songs
Give up your weekend for me
Very soft skin
You have big muscles
You shave your face for me
I like your style
You're in a band
You make me laugh
You're always there for me
You put up with my moods
My mum really likes you
You think of things I'd like
You do cute things
Give me belly/back rubs
You're taller than me
You're brainy, know your body parts
You play rugby.

Con's

You drink far too much
I don't like that you smoke
You expect to much from me
You dont keep secrets
You get jealous too easy
You're hard to talk to
You cant text for shit
You shave.. :L
I don't like your friends
You can be so clingy
Party to much
You don't understand alot..
Get in my face sometimes
You dont let me go
You like science
Send me too many texts
Don't argue back
You're a pushover
You're mean to Rubie.

♥ 3:51 PM

No promises, no opologies.

♥ 3:47 PM

Saturday, September 5, 2009

I hate me too.

♥ 6:02 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009

4th September.
This is a personal reminder about a date,
Two things happened,
& iv gotta promise myself,
never ever to forget.

p.s - Dont let people in.

♥ 10:33 PM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Wanna give me a clue?

♥ 8:28 PM

Rubie! You're my favourite person in the whole entire world, noone compares with you. You're amazing, and really anything and everything someone could want/need in a friend. You're always there, no matter what, and thats terific cause i need you alot. I love hanging out with you too, whether its mucking around town or just chilling at home baking or whatevs, you're so fun and always put me in a better mood!. Theres not a single thing you don't get about me, even if i dont get it myself, and i know i can tell you anything and you wont judge me for it or think less of me., and theres not one thing I'd change about you. Youve been there for me so many times, even when we wernt getting along as well so thankyou so much for putting up with all my drama. We fight like a couple! thats pretty unique.. But, yes thankyou for being such an incredible friend, i love you!

♥ 6:20 PM